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What God's Algorithm Feels Like

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El Paso, Texas, 04/26/07

Don Jyovi Saraswati Di Morgese

I have been within the beautiful throes of God's Algorithm for quite some time now...and it brought you God's Perpetual Motion See-Saw, the various Spiritual Techniques offered for free on this web-site, and many insights which I have channeled that can be found in the articles and stories that I wrote.

Oh kindest people!, please allow me to share with you, the subjective side of it. As you may already know, it is my love for the Girls of Freakie Fries, and my desire to impress them that got the ball rolling...but here's how it feels.

I share this with you so that you understand that the articles and meditations may not be my own. In reality, I am just a trucker, struggling along to raise my family, and so I have no credibility for these matters...but perhaps, if you know about God's Algorithm, you might not dismiss this web-site so easily...and of course, I could be wrong about this...it could all be just my imagination...it's all coming from within me...so bear that in mind as well...as you evaluate whether or not to invest any time with it...for my part, I could only lay it out for all to enjoy...you decide

Thank you

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It is an emotion, a wonderful beautiful deep love...I first had it back in 1973, but did not know that it was because of the Girls of Freakie Fries, that were hanging with the Gang of Montreal North back them.

After going to visit this pyramid a few times more than usual back in 1987, those same deep feelings of love started to came back but I didn't yet know that it was those same feelings from 1973, and even as the memory of the Girls of Freakie Fries began to surface in the years that followed, I did not attribute this deep love to them but I began to suspect...and over the years till today, I have come to know that it was for them and now I know why too...all the kind things they did to me....but what's more! I have come to believe over the years...is that a boyhood friend from my youth, his name was Scrap, who died young, was privy to information, that I did not know about the Girls of Freakie Fries and he's been trying to tell me since he died back in 1986...

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And so, it is that I go through my days, my mind totally engrossed in 1973, sometimes more deeply than others, my emotional state of deep love, and flashbacks of things and people from 1973...here and now....34 years later, and it is like yesterday...and my trucking fosters such, in that, there are very long periods of solitude, which allow me to fully enjoy this state of bliss.

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I have come to know that, whenever I get that way, where the deep love gets even deeper than usual, something is coming...channeling of some information. It usually takes a few days for the inspiration to write...the deep love is sort of like a pipeline of information from the "other side"...all of it on this web-site.

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I drive my truck across the US and Canada...grooving to music on Satellite radio...great music such as Rage Against The Machine's 'Bulls On Parade'...the live version is electrifying...you could really sense the great joy of the people,

and Thin Lizzie's 'Jailbreak', Candlebox, Jane's Addiction... Sirius channel 24 has all the songs that played back in 95, 96, 97, while I was building 'God's Perpetual Motion See-Saw' in the back of Home Depots, Lowes and Builder's Squares back then.

I stay out on the road for as much as a month at a time and continually call my mom and kids. This stuff is too crazy and so it is real hard to have a girlfriend but it's just as well, because all my time and money is going to my kid's and God's Algorithm.

I enjoy a swinging lifestyle. I think it is the coolest. The most truthful about us and what we are. As far as I can see, enforced monogamy is a lie. It is not what we are designed for. We are designed to have many sex partners and the trouble starts when we try to pigeonhole our feelings to just one person....oh! so much trouble! so much energy gets wasted on enforcement...so much unhappiness gets generated by it...a mindset of strictly one on one....so many relationships destroyed...where they could have been left intact had the people respected our true human tendencies to enjoy more sex partners...but hey! chalk that one up to religion...our good friend, religion! ahh don't get me started on the subject!

anyway, I digress, that is not what this web page is about...and also, please don't misunderstand that this a ploy to hit the sack with the Girls of Freakie Fries...

please believe me, this is not my intent...it just so happens...that's all!

and I am not certain that my feelings on the matter are a directive of God's Algorithm any more than anything else...so don't use it to go around saying "God approves! God approves!" although I am sure you will...hahaha

maybe it is co-incidence...maybe not...I don't know...

but for certain...in spite of or perhaps because of it, God picked me for this! and I was this way before the whole God's Algorithm began, so maybe it's part of His message too...think about it...he could have picked a more "respectable" character for this... but then who would have agreed to do this? Maybe He is thinking..."give this job to Joe...only he would be fool enough to do it, I wish there was someone more respectable that would do it but all I got is Joe! "

anyway...back to the subject at hand

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I think that is the mercy of God, that He has made it so that I am in love this way, and yet free to do the work of God's Algorithm, without feeling that I am missing anything. Although, I am alone, I am not lonely! thanx to the memory of the Beautiful Girls of Freakie Fries...and even while the subject matter of this web site is controversial, their sweet memory protects me from the unhappy people who don't like what I do.

These beautiful memories from 1973 are always not very far and I enjoy them immensely...every minute detail all through this enchanted period in my life...even the times when I was not with the girls of Freakie Fries, but thanx to them, they had made my entire existence, even away from them, very charmed...

I am very blessed!

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The outlaws had us pinned down at the port

Cisco came in blasting, drinking port

The Cisco Kid was a friend of mine

ouh...ouh...ouh...uh...ouououououh...ouh...ouououououh...ouh...ouh

aren't these lyrics the coolest?! from the rock band, War's Cisco Kid.

The Girls of Freakie Fries are my heroes...no! they didn't come in blasting, drinking port...but they saved me just the same.

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Traveling the country is quite alright. There are Wal Marts everywhere and most allow truck parking. I recently bought a charcoal so that I could cooks steaks and chicken at rest areas.

My meditations are real good and I get alot of chances to get to Fairfield to meditate in that great silence that is there. With thousands of meditators, having been there for twenty five years now, it has developed quite a silence.

I visit my web-site and it pleases me to see people enjoying the meditations that I offer. along with the various concepts that my unique perspective offers. About two thousand people a week all over the world.

Trucking for me is not work. Oh sure! it is a very physical job. But I enjoy it so much that time stands still. Some guys were just meant to truck, I guess. I did enjoy insurance adjusting in New Orleans for Katrina and I may do it again down the road if a major storm strikes...

Before I became a trucker I enjoyed installing cabinets. but there is real good money in trucking right now so I'll stick to it...

and God's Algorithm seems to depend very much on my extended periods of solitude...I know that I didn't do much for it when I was insurance adjusting in New Orleans... the people needed their money asap so my work hours were 5 am till 10 pm every day including weekends.

I had completed seventy claims in six weeks.

ah, but now it is back on the road and doing God's Algorithm.

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When I had completed the designs for God's Perpetual Motion See-Saw, back in 1997, and then the 3-D animation in 2000, I thought that God's Algorithm was finished. A little later, I acquired my magnetic pendulum, and was able to communicate with spirits through it and was able to find out that I was not through, and then came the meditations, and all the articles...and still today, I ask and I am not through, so there's more to come, although I have no idea what it could be.

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I am now a company driver again, having tried owner operator for the last four years. I have my truck sitting in a yard, paid for but I make more money as company driver and work not half as hard. Who am I to argue. Maybe one day, it will be different but for now, that's just the way it is.

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I am a member of Adultfriendfinder.com and my handle is thisguyseeksgal. I have met a few swingers so far so I am starting to get a social life going again. With this crazy stuff I am into, I am not sure that I will find a steady but who knows. for now, it is casual sex with exciting couples and some singles.

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Now and then, I occasion to hit a "Gentleman's Club" The last time I did, was last summer '06. I took a day off to replenish my hours, and to work on my inventions. As I was driving bobtail to town I saw this club with enough parking for my truck out back. I thought that it had been a while since I had a good beer buzz so what the heck!

As I was about to enter, it started to rain, so I took my umbrella.

After checking with the bouncer at the entrance that it was OK to stay the night parked out back, I entered the place and just as I did, a loud thunderclap occurred and the lights went out for a few seconds. After I made that grand entrance, I sat at the catwalk, where the girls dance. Oh! nice looking girls! I had forty bucks to offer for the night and it was going to be spent on 3.75 beer plus a buck tip to the server and a buck to the naked girls as they came around my chair.

Some places, I hit it off with the girls better than others and this one was up there. I was getting star treatment. maybe the grand entrance helped. Even at age fifty-two the girls still think I am cute. I am fit and deeply tanned and my white hair and beard just highlights the tan. And I am always smiling. They love my smile! As always some of them start to say that I looked like Sean Connery and I always joke and say I wish I had one tenth of his money.

Every place is a bit different and here, they had the custom of kissing you on the face after you give them the dollar.

It was nice...they were very pretty faces and their beautiful naked bodies! and nice kisses on the lips! beautiful! sweet! Oh thank you God!

After a few hours and four beers, I was buzzing and out of money, so I went to sleep it off in my truck.

Ah yes God's Algorithm is so much fun!

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"It's time to get back to basics

I got to talk to someone I can trust

Too many cooks are trying to spoil the broth

I can feel it in my throat

and that's all she wrote"

Van Morrison's 'I'm Not Feeling It No More'

I love that song, so truthful and introspective about how we fool ourselves all the time...wonderful advice

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Cinqo De Mayo! '07

ah soon I will be home, I got this new chic, gonna get me some! 36h! I got my hands full...anybody want to help me?

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Rage Against The Machine...fascinating fusion of hiphop and grunge rock...

"fuck you I won't do what you tell me!"

awesome lyrics! ...well perhaps not so much...ah! but the music is!

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05/06/07 St Mary, Ga

My love for the Girls of Freakie Fries went real deep last night. Memories of 1973 flashing in my minds like a slide show going on and on. Different images...the heavy snowfall of that winter of 1972/73...Randy always inviting me to the jukebox at the pizzeria that we hung out at, offering me to pick a song, where he would always play 'One of a kind love Affair' or 'Tequila Sunrise' or 'Garden Party'

I didn't trust him and he was my friend Scrap's replacement of me, so I was wary of him, but thinking back, he was trying to tell me what I had in store with the girls...he knew and he was trying to tell me in a subtle way...I think that's what was going on now...after all, he was the one who confronted me with a bet as to who would get to date Dagmar first and at that point, I was shocked that he knew I was infatuated with her although I had not told anyone and at the same time, I was intrigued that he thought I had a chance with her but I certainly didn't think so...it was a nasty thing he did, but he was trying to tell me something...thanx Randy.

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Davenport, Fl. 05/07/07

As those memories cross my mind, the deep love pangs that are associated with those memories cause me to sigh, in rapid succession, hyperventilating, if you will, and my eyes blink more than usual and get moist. I tell you, if I could figure a way to bottle that emotion, and sell it, I'd be rich!

As it is, I have come to understand that it is the venue of communication with the "other side", and so I look out for those channelings.

This venue has developed over time, starting with God's Perpetual Motion See-Saw. A very gross item, which was easy for me to cognize, and probably set the stage for more subtle communications of a more abstract nature. Such as political, social and religious ideas, that can be found throughout this web-site.

The magnetic pendulum really boosted my ability to communicate. The man who sold it to me, Mr. Jean St. Germain, the owner of the pyramid in Montreal, where I went to so often, told me, as well as his entourage, that they were not able to get the communications quite the way I was getting them. They got kinda jealous. But by then, God's Algorithm had already been going on for ten years and I was already receiving much information without the pendulum. They did not understand that cause they didn't know about God's Algorithm.

With the pendulum, I was able to develop, the various meditations offered on my web-site. Enjoy!

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Big Springs, Nebraska, 05/30/07

Spent some time in Fairfield, Iowa, with some friends...did some deep meditations...my forehead was frozen for half a day after...kinda like novocaine. I am on my way to Utah with this load.

This love for the Girls of Freakie Fries, I can't say exactly when it began, was it Ann's smiles to me at the very outset, was it my first glance at Dagmar, I didn't even see her face, only her tight jeans looking up at her from the half basement of Freakie Fries, with her dog...it was cold enough, she had a coat on, and I felt this love for her. I remember because it was remarkable to me that this was so...I didn't stand a chance but to be overcome with love for them...like it was meant to be and now it gives you God's Algorithm.

They came into my life at a time where I was having trouble with my friends...the Gang of Montreal North. Particularly Scrap was coming by with his new friends making me feel left out. It was bad enough that I actually attempted suicide over it and it didn't work and instead of dying, the Girls of Freakie Fries came onto the scene and overwhelmed me with love to where that line of activity was no longer an option.

The inner turmoil that Dagmar caused...half of me not believing that I stood a chance with such a beauty, the other half couldn't help but try to get her...around her I froze unable to speak, and at the start, I gave her a few lines but she appeared disinterested in me...and so the half that couldn't believe that I stood a chance saw it as confirmation and the other half was so sad about it...

Jodi was so quiet, but very much comfortable with it...I remember that I, being so uncomfortable, myself about my own quietness...I remember her coolness about it.

and so began this incredible love story with these three girls, only fifteen at the time, I was eighteen...the most awkward kid you ever did meet...thoroughly confused...no confidence...

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Salt Lake City, Utah, 05/31/07

Ann, Dagmar and Jodi...the beautiful Girls of Freakie Fries...took over things back then in 1972/73...they ruled! the gang of Montreal North obeyed their every whim...and , as it turned out, they liked me.

Once, I was by my car, under the hood...I had just arrived at Freakie Fries...out they came, walking towards me, actually curving their trajectory to do so, filing one behind the other and smiling at me as they passed...

another time, I was upset by Scrap...he loved to make me feel left out...and the girls went to Claude, who worked for my brother there at Freakie Fries, and the girls asked Claude "what's wrong with Joe?" and Claude replied, "He's just lonely" and thereafter, it seems that they made up their minds to fix that.

another time, while the gang of Montreal North were at one of their homes, where I had gone to the basement to lie down, and after a while, the girls came down, where I just kept my eyes closed, not wanting to interact at the moment, and it was there, that, as I lay there, something came from deep inside me, such feeling! it scared me and I opened my eyes wondering what that was....It was a powerful love, that now drives God's Algorithm, that was there from the very beginning, I now realize.

Ann, Dagmar and Jodi...the beautiful Girls of Freakie Fries...took over things back then in 1972/73...and now they have taken over my life...just their memory alone! was enough to do so...every fiber of my soul holds their memory...since 1987, twenty years now that it has been that way...

a very learned friend of mine, who knows the story, has suggested that my love for them has been sublimated into all the stuff that is on this web-site.

Love can be used to create more than just babies...and so the "other side" has been using this love that I have for the Beautiful Girls of Freakie Fries to make me do things...God's Algorithm...this love drives me...it inspires me...it informs me...

in the same way that we have learned to make electricity do many varied tasks...provide heat, light, info, movement...so it is that my love for the Beautiful Girls of Freakie Fries, does to me

May this love be used for the highest purpose...the enlightenment of the world!

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Sandy, Utah, 05/31/07

I thought it was their kindness that generated this love...but after writing the story above, I realize that this love was there even before all the kind things occurred.

It was just meant to be...that's all!

And I absolutely love it.

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I am at my shipper here in Sandy, Utah, waiting to load up in the morning...within walking distance was this Mexican restaurant...so I mozeed on over to enjoy some Mexican and a few brewskies...ahh! the waitress was gorgeous, of model material, her smiles to me were well returned...I assure you!

she was not more than twenty years old...I am old enough to be her dad...her granddad? hmmm not quite yet...in five years I would be.

I could not finish their burrito but I had no problem doing three Corona beers. and I left her a 20% tip...

My load is taking me through Fairfield once again for a whole day this time. What a treat...my meditations get so deep over there.

God's Algorithm is my pleasure. I hope that you all enjoy my meditations, God's Perpetual Motion See-saw, my writings...pretty wild ideas...huh? oh kindest people!

I want a world of total fairness...absolute fairness...I'll keep on it until it happens. I am a powerful siddha meditator...I get what I want...ask around!...never! do I need to use force...I will, of course, to protect life. If you believe in the power of prayer, then, multiply that power by a thousand and you might come close to seeing siddha power.

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Big Spring's Nebraska, 06/02/07

Please allow me to emphasize to you, oh kindest people!...that was not the beer talking above. although, objectively, it is a stretched assertion, subjectively, it is every bit true and there are, across the world, half a million, by now, who can attest to it.

Maharishi has stated, when talking about it, how, compared to transcendental meditation, which he likened to using a plow, the siddhis are like using dynamite..."blowing rocks" he said.

It is easy to get what you want when you have a crystal clear vision... and meditation stills the mind to allow it.

God! that waitress was so gorgeous! an angel face... only God could have created such a face! Thank you God!

I know what it is!...

my deep love for the Girls of Freakie Fries was merely the seed...the seed that got planted in the very fertile soil of their kindness...and my meditations and the solitude of trucking are the sunshine and the rain that nourished the tree of God's Algorithm...

yep...that's about the size of it!

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Howell, Michigan, 06/15/07

Tony got wacked! and then the show went dead...what a cool ending! I don't watch too much TV except when at home with the kids...and as it happened, I got to watch the final two episodes of the Sopranos.

I am adding a garage and workshop in my yard as well as a concrete patio slab for a hot tub, Mexican fireplace, Tiki lamps. My son Phil likes to soup up cars with big wheels and all that pimping stuff. He tells me that if I drove a car like that, I would get laid more. Hey! isn't it me that's supposed to be giving him advice!

I am getting even more hits on my web-site, 3500 a week now...and quite a few are checking out 'Heaven On Earth Appreciation Society'...the investment club for 'God's Perpetual Motion See-Saw'.

If that ever takes off, I am going to get some 40 or so acres in Southern Arizona and start my building of the Crystal Pyramid, a workshop for God's Perpetual Motion See-Saw, and hire a few really hot! secretaries to help me promote my inventions...I got six to patent... and Freakie Fries...is going to be created from the top down...that is, I am going to approach already existent franchise holding companies, like the ones that hold Kentucky Fried Chicken, Pizzahut and such to design and implement the concept, whereby I would license the rights. I like to dream alot!...I want to have a spa with float tanks, massage therapy nearby of which I will be a daily user.

Ah yes back to God's Algorithm...

I have come to believe that the deep love is essentially what the folks on the other side must be feeling and so I have to be at the same level as them to be able to connect...maybe they even have to come down a bit...sorta meeting me halfway...

right now, they are working me hard on international issues...so much stuff and eventually will have on my web-site...I hope I don't forget...

one night, I received a joke...so funny...and i promised myself to write it but by the time I got to writing it, I totally forgot it! I mean I don't remember a single thing about it! and it was very funny...sorry.

maybe if I get back into a deep love trance, I will remember it.

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it's really cool how Sirius satellite radio allows me to seek my favorite songs and alert me when one is playing. I have 'Love I lost' Harold Melvin and the Blue notes, which inspired one on my raunchier web pages. and all the songs from the time around when the beautiful girls of Freakie Fries were blessing my life

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Plymouth, Indiana, 06/21/07

I was arriving at the shipper in Baldwinsville, NY...a load of beer...as i walked into the guard shack, I was prepared to say, referring to the brewery, "Is this Heaven?" to the guard...as an over the road trucker, you can say the same jokes over and over because it always different people who hear them...but as I walked into the guard shack, there she was...this absolutely gorgeous brunette, maybe early twenties, smiling at me and as I said it, the entire meaning of it got hi-jacked, and she could tell from looking at me looking at her, that I was referring to her...and I could tell that she went into an orbit!

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Harrisburg, Pa, 06/22/07

Although, I don't know that anyone should invest with Heaven On Earth Appreciation Society...I am into so much controversial stuff...maybe with time...

ahh yes! swingtime saturday night, this chik is throwing a party inviting several select men to do her...oh lucky me!

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06/23/07, St Mary, Ga.

wow! I am going to start receiving info on afterlife issues...God's Algorithm will be focusing on what's on the other side...I have no idea what is going to come out with this...

I just finished the web-page 'How to Attain World Peace' and I asked using the magnetic pendulum if God's Algorithm was done and not long after, I received info that the afterlife issues would be next.

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06/28/07, Daytona Beach, Fl.

I am convalescing at home. I caught some kind of eye infection so I am not going back on the road till it clears up. I am on antibiotics and allergy medicines. Meanwhile, I continue progress on the house. I can't believe how 'Afterlife' went down. This is a first...just like 'Conversations With God' from the last decade.

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06/30/07 Daytona Beach, Fl.

still convalescing...my eye is getting better....may be home for a couple of weeks till this thing clears up....meanwhile...work at the house continues

Saturday night at the house...drank a few brewskies...my buddy from Fairfield sent me some awesome photo from hubble telescope...gotta figure out how to get them on my website...

I am wondering if the afterlife inspiration had more to do with my eye infection...some people telling me that it is close to the brain...where I would reply...don't worry there's nothing in there...is this it? am i dying...I got life insurance on the mortgage and then some so the kids will be allright...I wonder if they have sex over there?...do they have beer?...is there a beach?...

do they have trucking careers? I love going out west...do they have the Rockies?

my website will last a few years without me...

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07/06/07, Daytona Beach, Fl.

My eye is much better, ready to hit the road...am pouring a concrete slab this morning for my garage and patio...I don't think I died...saw Fox news last night where the anchorwoman was really giving her guest a hard time about his web-site showing naked ladies...she was tearing him up! what a fucking bitch! I guess we should all bow down to that twat...wear burkas...and put all "perverts" like myself, who like to admire God's greatest creation...sex...away in some concentration camp! totally disgusting to see what religion makes people do.

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07/08/07 Richmond, Va

I just finished my morning meditation...will have some breakfast, do a one hour walk and some yoga and stretches, take a shower, and then continue on my journey to New Hampshire. The beautiful memories of the Girls of Freakie Fries began again, last night and this morning. It is always a joy to experience their memory. My eye is better....putting eyedrops to help keep them moist in case the whole thing was caused by dryeye. apparently as we get older the eyes need a bit of help to stay moist...driving in a truck all day and sleeping in it allnight with ac and/or heat running all the time probably aggravates the issue....

my doctors gave me a nuclear arsenal of anti-biotics and allergy medicines incase of a flare up...I hope I can put this thing down.

hmmmI wonder if I will have the memory of the Girls of Freakie Fries with me whenever and wherever I go if I die.

Came up with a new meditation technique...the fab four filtering meditation...it had been brewing in me for a couple of months and finally was put down on july 3rd.

I have just begun trying it myself and promises to be a good one. I know i received this from the "other side"

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07/09/07 Keene (nice name!), New Hampshire

memories of 1972/73 came back strong last night...pangs of love, regret...what drove God's Algorithm all these years...heading to Iowa...maybe Fairfield!

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Richmond, In, 07/13/07

Got to Fairfield and did a couple of meditations...went over to my buddy's home...he was at work so I just meditated in his living room till he came by and I took him out to lunch...he always has interesting books and articles laying around...I was astonished to see a book by White Eagle...a clairvoyant and read about the afterlife...hmmm coincidence??

I am going to try more contact with the "other side" ask questions about Iraq...war on terrorism...how to fix this.

The fab Four filtering meditation is very good...I am quite pleased with it.

My boys are going to get the hot tub that I bought this Saturday...place it out the back yard. I have my three kids living at the house...a dog...three cats...and a few goldfish...I had just installed a doggy door so that the cats and dog can freely go out into the yard whenever they want to. The slab being finished, the garage is next. I bought a metal building which they can put up in a day so i set it up for the next time i am in Daytona...early August.

It appears that with the hot tub, i will save money on beer...instead of buzzing after three brewskies...it'll only take two...

I am a most unusual guru! I must admit. drink beer, enjoy my body just exactly the way I please...am in contact with the "other side",,,I think all religions are idiots...and/or assholes...where the fuck did i come from?!!!...got a perpetual motion machine that i received in a vision...coming up with all these meditations...3000 people a week from all over the world visiting my web-site...and it all started when the girls of freakie fries...their memory...took over me back in 1987...what a freakie life I am living!...but there was nothing freakie about those girls. no! I am the freak...unworthy of such a beautiful blessing of those three girls...they were truly amazing...I will never get over how kind they were to me...it drives me crazy...what a force!...back in 1990, when I finally made contact with them, it took me by surprise how overwhelmed I had become by them...my wife of then was pissed! holy crap! God's Algorithm started whether i wanted it or not...I saw the bigger picture...I understood that they were a motivational force and eventually remembered about the vision that I had gotten back in 1982 and it began to make sense to me so i went right to it...began 'Heaven On Earth Appreciation Society'...essentially a investment club to get the machine built...that got me into a whole lot of trouble!...eventually got myself "exiled" into trucking...so here I am...still hanging on to the "bronco bull" of God's Algorithm...the bell has not rung yet...it ain't over till it's over...

I was at the county to get my building permit and the lady told me that I should get a job as a Sean Connery impersonator...i've had lots of people tell me that I looked like him but never been told this before...funny! I don't think that I look like him at all...my sister in law tells me i look like Cary Grant...ahh but all the stuff i've been going through the last couple of years has taken it's toll on my waistline...gained 30 pounds!...I use food for comfort and i've drunk quite a few brewskies in that time...so eventually i must pay the piperand get back on the treadmill....funny though...I get even more "looks" from women when I am overweight...I will never figure women out...nope! not even going to try....

I thought that with enlightenment would come all the answers to life's mysteries...nope! just a whole lot more questions...the fruitcake lady got all the answers...and i got all the questions...and I already know what she would tell me...there's a padded room somewhere with your name on it...that's what she would say...and I would say yes...my truck cab is padded.

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Green Bay, Wisconsin 07/18/07

I am at a Hooters in Green Bay, enjoying a few brewskies, hot wings, a burger, very nice waitresses, and writing like crazy on my laptop. Nothing like a good time at a nice bar like Hooters. and the writing seems to flow so effortlessly. I parked my truck out back and the manager said it's OK to stay there the night.

It's not often, as an over-the -road trucker, that i can do this...it was a little slow, and i learned to take advantage of these rare moments and do some major Rand R. I have a load that picks up tomorrow at three in the afternoon. going to Nebraska.

holy cow...am I ever writing stuff...an endless flow of stuff...not perfect...just what's in my soul...

my eye is doing much better...

the afterlife web page is a mind blower! it's real ...beautiful stuff! a real achievement!

I began writing some more raunchy stuff...I want to make sure that people know me as a sex loving guru! nothing more beautiful than the thing that God gave us...His most beautiful gift to us! sex! those fucking religious idiots! bunch of fucking morons!

sex rules!

Don Jyovi's Swinging Chronicles

Yeah!!

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Oshkosh, Wisconsin 07/20/07

Oh! I'm hot ...I was at the Dairy Queen and this real cute girl at the register...must have seen me gazing at her through her peripheral vision...she gave me this big smile while she served me...and while i was at my table doing paperwork, she kept passing by and smiling at me...and then Donna Summer's 'Love to Loveya Baby' song was playing on the radio and she came by my table with a broom and scooper and stayed around for a healthy duration...totally flattering...I can't believe it! I am bald, 53 years old...she may not even have been 18...true i exercise every day and am fit...but i gained thirty pounds of late!

It must be god's Algorithm! because of it...I am 19 years old inside me...she was real cute too! she must have known that I felt that way about her from how i gazed at her at the beginning...she reminded me of this cute French girl that i had been seeing back in the summer of 73...that was the first thing that crossed my mind ...

later, as i was walking towards my truck, I saw one of her friends riding a bike...yep...probably not even 18!...and this geeky kid that came by the table brisling at me must have been her boyfriend...hahaha

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ah yes! Don Jyovi's swinging Chronicles..."ah...ah...what your friends all say is fine...but it... can't compete with this pillow talk of mine" got Sylvia on my sirius seek funkshun...

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it's amazing to me...I used to know girls that I was trying to bang...but down the road...they let themselves go...gained weight and I was turned off like a light bulb...and yet i gain weight and it seems I hotter than ever! makes absolutely no sense to me...maybe I am the shallow one!

I remember how when i paid a surprise visit to Dagmar back in 1990, when I had just contacted...I was crazy in love with them...and half of me hoped that Dagmar would have gained weight so that I could get myself unhooked...nope! she was still slender...i tried to exaggerate her flaws but that was in vain...I was in trouble...not knowing why this was happening to me and then...not too long afterwards, came this incredible love for Jodi, like it had been bottled up inside of me and seeing Dagmar released it somehow...

like a fishhook that just seemed to go deeper the more I wiggled to get free

God's Algorithm was going to happen whether i wanted it or not

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Sterling, Colorado

07/22/07

yep! another load of beer going to party animals in Cedar Rapids, Ia...yep...doing my part to bring happiness to the universe!...ah yes! Don Jyovi's Swinging Chronicles...hothothot...ai chihuahua!

I am going to continue the afterlife web page with another question to otherside.

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Gary, Indiana

07/25/07

I am waiting in line to get fuel...just bought a piano to take with me on the road...compose some music...bring some of these webpages to life

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Black Falls, Wisconsin 07/26/07

you know! I am not going to discount the possibility...that incident in the Dairy Queen...that cute young chick that was coming on to me...that it was all merely a mirage...you know?...like the ones that someone who is stranded in the desert...without food or water for many days...I am not going to discount that possibility

perhaps God brings me these lovely episodes to encourage me as I blissfully tread along with God's Algorithm

thank You, God!

Ottawa, Illinois, 07/27/07

Did some more 'afterlife' I tell you it may all be my imagination but even if it is, I didn't know I had it in me...I have to admit I feel unsure about afterlife, like i am just having a dialogue with myself...it really feels like that...but at the very least, it is another way to get my ideas out...and if it is truly a conversation with 'Otherside' well then that much the better.

I am sooo crazy about the Girls of Freakie Fries...I had some more deep love sessions over them yesterday.

they are truly a blessing to me even after all of this time...amazing! just truly amazing! what a treasure of gold and diamonds and jewels that i have found in having met them and interacted with them for that short period back in 72/73...and now they have taken me over down to my soul...I live within their memory and work this web-site and all this stuff comes out...isn't it amazing?

I wanna go have a few brewskies this weekend ...gonna go to a strip club in Pa. and then write some more hot stuff...hahaha...on Don Jyovi's Swinging Chronicles...hot!

"sometimes you win...sometimes you lose...and sometime the blues get a hold of you...ahhh just when you thought you had made it" Carol King's 'Sweet Seasons'...I remember being in a tavern downtown with my buddy Scrap...I think we were waiting to hook up with the Girls of Freakie Fries that time to hang out with them in downtown Montreal...in the spring or early summer of 1973...this was before i knew what Scrap probably already knew...before Jodi and I would get closer...Scrap told me he liked that song...he always told me the songs that he liked... and then...not much later that summer... it happened at a party "well she looked at me...and I...I could see...that before too long, I'd fall in love with her"

"well my heart went boom...when I crossed that room...and I held her hand in mine" 'I saw her standing there' by the Beatles

awesome! Jodi and I kissed all night long

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Brighton, Indiana 07/27/07

I am quite overcome with love for the Girls of Freakie Fries. it happens often...I am on my way to Connecticut...stopping at emlenton, pa. tomorrow, to visit this really great strip club...and the truck stop nearby has awesome apple pie...

then I am going to get a few brewskies and continue writing Don Jyovi's swinging Chronicles...and then retire for the night

it's gonna be a hot night! hahaha

my buddy in Fairfield is helping me to market my pizza-server invention...the traction pad invention is close to getting patented and three other inventions should be coming in a couple of years

I am going to compose a bunch of songs to accompany my web pages

got my digital piano with me out on the road

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Daytona Beach, Florida 08/07/07

Back home! hot tub guy gonna hook it up...the garage is going up this Friday...electrician Monday...taxes need to be done...always a flurry of activity awaits me...always time for some swinging though

starting slow on the music thing...I used to play when I was a teen, but I didn't like to practice...it felt like homework...I would rather hang with the gang of Montreal North and play cards, pool, go out drinking ...they were great drinking buddies...it was easier to get girls when I was with them...

ahh but now I got bit by the music bug and so i am back on track with it...

Let's hear it for the Girls of Freakie Fries!...they still drive me crazy...just their memory!...thirty five years ago...now!

It's awesome! supernatural...they did drive me crazy back then too...they were that hot! but now? that's what is supernatural about it...and it's making me do all this stuff on the website... a powerful force!

that period back then 1972/73 ...especially the spring and summer of 73, when we were hanging together, the gang of MN and the girls of FF, invoke in me the powerful surges of love...the most beautiful time in my life...it has become

what else could it be but supernatural?!

I have a deadline for the traction pad invention, have to do a 'continuation in parts' for some new material...it's getting expensive...about two thousand dollars so far...

that's why I think that applying my creativity to writing music won't be as expensive...copyrights are 45bucks!

anyway Im deep in it now so I might as well follow through on it

I am gonna have a chance to do some more Don Jyovi's Swinging Chronicles! I like to do this one with a few brewskies...I might take my RV to the beach and drink at some beachside bar while I write it...hot! I love that rv...it lets me drink without having to drive afterwards...I can sleep it off..before driving again...oh it's a 1986 toyota 21' camper, 15mph!...o to 55 in about an hour! but it does the trick for me...only paid 5k for it.

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Daytona Beach, Florida 08/12/07

I originally bought it because at the time, I was going to share the driving responsibilities to my truck with another driver...one month on one month off and so I was going to do some tripping on my month, going to Fairfield, Montreal, the Keys, Sedona were some of my ideas, but that never materialized...but when I went to New Orleans for insurance adjusting, it came in very handy...small enough to use as my vehicle, and yet, I never had to have a hotel room to stay in...I joined a local gym for my daily shower and slept and ate in it...I actually stayed right at the office parking lot, and the guards knew me there so I was well secure.

ah but now! it is my buzzmobile!

the garage is up...a few loose ends...the hot tub is funkshunning...the electrician show up Monday...now all I gotta do is pay for it all...

I plan to roll it all into my refinancing at the end of the year...

I wanna hit the road today if they have something, but being Sunday, they might not.

My eye is all right but now my little toe got infected. The doctors are running more tests to see what it might be that is causing this.

One of my sons has a very ill-mannered girlfriend and I need to take some actions there. My daughter moved in with a newly divorced lady where she has a much bigger bedroom and her own bath...and the dog has two other dog companions...that has opened up more space at the house. My granddaughter is now at the house with my other son, her dad. So now, the tally is two sons, one granddaughter, three cats and a goldfish.

I did more afterlife web page and more one God...creator webpage...love to roast religions! and Washington DC corruption is starting to be my next target...I am seeing how this global-never-ending war on terrorism was brought on by corruption in Washington DC.

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Adel, Georgia 08/16/07

Another Pitcher Of Ale

to the tune of 'A Whiter Shade of Pale'

she skipped a light fandango

turning cartwheels 'cross the floor

I was feeling kinda horny

I yelled and screamed for more

the chicks were getting hotter

as I put another brewskie away

and when I called out for more drinks

the waiter brought the tray

and it seems amazing

that no one's kicked me out yet

but the bouncer's chasing tail

and the place is too darn busy

so here comes another

pitcher of ale

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Roscoe, Illinois, 08/18/07

That's two goldfish, actually...sorry little fella

The garage is complete, hot tub funkshunning...that's going to be it for the home for a while...at the end of the year, I plan to re-finance and roll all the money spent into one mortgage.

I have just to complete my taxes by the deadline of October 15, and I will be able to relax for a while.

I have this couple in Gainsville that I am going to hook up with next time I get home. They have a pool and hot tub and sometimes other swingers are there too...I also hope to see a nymph in Nashville...and there is a woman in Pennsylvania who is trying to contact me...I meet them all through www.adultfriendfinder.com a perfect place for me...my handle is 'thisguyseeksgal' it is the only place I should find my special lady, given my sexual tastes.

I will be spending an entire day in Fairfield tomorrow as I am picking up a load in Wisconsin and taking it to Wichita, Kansas for Tuesday morning. gonna hang with my meditating buddy, Laurence...we go back a long way...he used to live in Deland, Fl. and when I got divorced, I lived with him for a while until I started trucking. now he lives in Fairfield and I stay with him there whenever I get there.

I love to have my kids staying in my home...making up for lost time...since the divorce when they were just twelve and fourteen back then.

they think I am crazy, in the same way that most kids think their parents are crazy, except that I have this website to confirm it for them...I don't mind that much...it's individuality at it's utmost! I hope they see it that way.

Fairfield, Iowa 08/19/07

Hanging with my buddy in Fairfield...had powerful meditation...always get something from my visits here...wisdom

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Green Bay, Wisconsin 08/26/07

Ah yes! I am at Hooters, in the patio, full moon out, fireworks going off, somewhere, can't see em but I can hear them...Corona Extra and hot wings...going to do a bit of writing

I just finished prepping for my 2006 taxes due on October 15th...I had filed an extension

feels good to be done with it...gonna write some more 'Swinging Chronicles'.. I wanna make absolutely certain that people know I am just a normal fella...just cause I am into God's Algorithm doesn't mean I can't have a good time...right? and what better is there than sex? I can't think of anything...well spending time with my kids too and my family too and friends too...ah but sex too!

I deliver in the morning...already dropped the trailer there ...gonna enjoy a few brewskies...sleep it off...than go to delivery by 6am....sounds like a plan!

I hope i get a load out West..love to drive the Rockies...as i drove through Chicago last night, the memory of the Girls of Freakie Fries overtook me...it had been a while since the last...I never know what triggers it...memories of 1972/73 all the stuff that happened...I pray for them every day...hope it benefits them somehow...hope it benefits me too!

love! the most powerful force in the universe...keeps us making babies...makes men do foolish things just to impress the girl...I did this invention...God's Perpetual Motion See-Saw to impress them...this whole web-site too

Thank You, God for the beautiful girls of Freakie Fries...for bringing them into my life back in 1972/73...at a time when I really needed it...for all the kind and wonderful things they did to me and for me...may these prayers benefit them somehow....me too!...

I can't get over how they always looked out for me, smiled at me all the time...overlooked all my awkwardness

I left them in 1973, and totally forgot them...even Ann was at my wedding, and I only saw her as Joe's fiance...not even thinking about the girls of Freakie Fries...I even worked near where they lived in 1983 for a while and never even thought about them all that much....then, in 1987, after going to the pyramid for quite a bit that year, this deep love overtook me...and eventually they came back to me in memory and now they have taken over my whole life!

It's like as if Scrap, my childhood friend, who died young, just before 1987, was coming around , hitting upside the head with their memory....he knew all about it.

I always did need help figuring things out...I guess...Scrap was very smart and the nicest guy...I actually have a new friend, his name is Skippy, whom i met at the storage in Daytona, he re-finishes antique furniture there as i did my paperwork at the storage turned office place i had...and he does make me think of Scrap...I tend to gravitate to the same kind of friends all the time...he's a really great guy...

and now I live the Girls of Freakie Fries, God's Algorithm, my love for meditation, my disdain for religion, my newfound love for playing music...

if my buddy Laurence can't make a go of the pizza-server for me in about six months, I'm getting out of inventions and going into music...I have decided...I gave inventions fifteen years...that's enough...I really enjoy my piano sessions!

I am on my third corona now...gonna write some more Swinging Chronicles...later!

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Grand Island, Nebraska 09/04/07

ahh yes...basking away in the islands...grand island...that is...Nebraska..you didn't know there was a tropical island in Nebraska, did you? one of the best kept secrets! ....am sitting in my truck waiting on my next assignment...getting caught up with stuff...am going to do a little more piano.

I don't really know why I never took to music...being that it was all around me from age nine or ten. My older brothers had a band...my Dad started a reception hall business and for a while, at the beginning, to help pay the bills, he had a dance hall going... called the Uptown....many musicians, I have come to know through my brothers...even a famous one...Gino Vanelli.

I began to learn piano at fifteen, but it felt too much like homework...and a little later, I took up guitar...but soon dropped it...I loved to listen to music though...

when I started trucking back in 1995, my brother lend me one of his acoustic guitars, but I ended up getting into building God's Perpetual Motion See-saw, and got into inventing...while I will continue with God's Perpetual Motion See-Saw one day, the other inventions were just a sidetrack...I guess...and suddenly I caught the music bug...I had bought several electric pianos before only to accompany my meditation techniques...which I never got around to doing until finally last month...I am on my third electric piano, now...and this time I am actually going to learn the darn thing!...a late bloomer!...I am

so now, beside my 25 minute walk with weights, my ten minute stretch and yoga, my hour meditation, my half hour work on website, my fire ceremonies...now add to that fifteen minutes a day of piano...and I have composed a tune already and written it down on treble clef note sheet music.

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Kansas City, Missouri 09/06/07

Waiting on a load from General Mills going to Georgia....I find practicing piano great for passing the time...so please excuse me as I continue to do so

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Christianna, Tennessee 10/04/07

Thank You, my Dear God, for this delicious meal I am about to eat, come! all of you great enlightened sages, come! and enjoy this wonderful meal with me...and may the energy from this food go to enlighten the world! Thank You God!

ah yess...I am at the Huddle House enjoy a hamburger steak...

I went back to a trucking company that I had previously left because they didn't go out West, but I changed my mind and went back because they pay so much better...ten thousand a year more...I realized that that was too much to give up just to go out West...even as much as I loved it.

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Dallas, Texas 10/08/07

'With you, I'm not shy...to say the way I feel...With you I'm not shy....my secrets to reveal...

cause you are the magnet and I am steel'

Walter Egan's song 'Magnet And Steel'

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10/24/2007 West Palm Beach, Florida

just recently had acupuncture treatment...!!!!...awesome stuff! ....how did they figure this stuff out? the power of Chi...meridians...all stuff unseen!...just amazing! ....I just went to see if Dr Jonathan could open up my Chi passages for deeper meditations...and boy did it ever!...but i have also been able to stick to my weight management guidelines without problem ever since...5 days now...

so let me recommend this guy to all readers

Dr. Jonathan Cohen

go on...come to Daytona Beach and check this guy out!

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it was August 1973...me and Jodi had been hanging together since the party a month back...and I was to meet her at a location to go swimming with her...and as I showed up...in her stead, was Dagmar...the absolute awesome most beautiful girl in the universe!...the one I could barely talk around....my knees would get weak in her presence...I am not kidding! it was really that way!

I was truly a shy and awkward teen...confused...girls were still the deepest mystery...what am I saying! they still are...but back then...even worse...so many issues! I did not know how to handle most issues and here was one...I did not feel worthy of being with Dagmar...she was so high on a pedestal...and now I was with her...did Jodi know? I never told anyone about how I felt about Dagmar...

...these girls of Freakie Fries...they overlooked all my shortcomings,,,they decided to help me out...that's what it seemed like...as I look back...

that's why I am so crazy about them today...this God's Algorithm...who is it? on the other side...who has been using their memory on me...an incredible force!

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Olive Branch, Mississippi 10/27/07

Getting laundry done at my terminal...picked up a load in Little Rock, Arkansas and heading to York, Pennsylvania for as soon as I could get it there.

yes! it was a beautiful surprise to be going to the pool with Dagmar...the most beautiful girl in the universe!...but there was something even more beautiful going on that I was not yet ready to cognize...in fact, it would be seventeen years later...when I would suddenly be hit by the tremendous beauty of Jodi...how she knowingly set up this surprise, knowing how crazy I was about Dagmar...she had to have known...evidently everyone else did....

I walked away from something truly great...and God has punished me very fittingly with a bad marriage...I truly deserved it!

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Nashville, Tennessee 10/31/07

some things were just meant to be...why? who knows...one can only guess...things were happening to me and I decided that it had something to do with meditation...back in 1990, when the memory of the girls of Freakie Fries took over me...I had to decide something about why

I was in a bad marriage..that could have had something to do with it

but it was more than that

it was like I was being prodded to do something....hence impressing them became the force as well as the reason...but why...I asked myself

my guess was that it had something to do with my meditations...eventually...I remembered about the vision I had back in 1982...that came to me during my evening meditation...it was a machine that looked like an oil drilling rig...and although it wasn't at all that clear in the vision...and lighting fast...I knew that it was perpetual motion and that I could build it!

so by 1992, I decided that that was why all this was happening to me...to get me to work on it

so in earnest...I went to work on it...and it felt good to go in that direction...like some sort of approval was being communicated to me...

one thing led to another which led to another and then another and here i am!

have you noticed about how all the news about global warming and oil skyrocketing would easily be resolved by this invention?..very timely indeed!

perhaps people will take notice of 'Heaven on Earth Appreciation Society'..buy into it and I will finally be able to continue working the thing...

many hits on that web page!...it might happen

another way it might happen is that I should enter into some kind of windfall that would allow me to devote full time to building it

I am not at all wanting of it...I know that when the time is right it will come to pass and i will finish building it...it seems that there were other things that I was "hired to do" by whoever it is that's using the girls of Freakie Fries' memory on me...so I remain open to that as well...

if anything...the meditations...the explanations about things...could have greater credibility because of it...if not now...then maybe later

and why me? an avid swinger...limited bi-sexual...not really that much into that but philosophically adhere to the principle that people ought to be enjoying their bodies just exactly how they want to...total freedom!...among consenting adults of course!...that's a big thing for me...in fact it was one of the tasks that I feel I was being used to work on...just like the machine and the inventions...to stop all the fear and hatred...to just stop it...to teach the people to leave the people be...this began about three years into my meditation about 1980...too much fear and hatred in this arena...so useless...such a waste of human energy...so silly it is!...religions teach so much fear and hatred!...instead of teaching beautiful meditation!

well my load will soon be ready

later...oh kindest people!

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St Louis, Missouri, 11/01/07...All Saints Day

you know? I am gonna take this day to discuss religion. I love God...I love Jesus...I have my own ideas about who He was...I love all the great Masters that have come here to help us...

that's where I draw the line!

as for all those stupid morons who claim to me that they are representatives of God to me...who tell me and others how we ought to be enjoying our bodies...who tell me that their brand of religion is the only way and all others suck major donkey dick...look around! they are at every street corner! whether it be christian, Jewish, muslim, whatever!...it doesn't matter which one...to me they are all morons....

hahaha...Happy all saints day...hahaha

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11/02/07 Atlanta, Georgia

religion continued

you know? you should look with deep suspect at any organization that threatens you with eternal damnation if you don't go along with their stuff...

and you entrust them to look after your kids! isn't that stupid?!

I mean...they follow a guidebook that says all sorts of stupid stories designed to manipulate kids to suit their agenda...it has come to a point to me that whenever someone tells me that they are a (pick any religion)...I seriously question their degree of intelligence...and they think I am the one who will go to hell...they are the ones who have been taught to hate and fear all kinds of things and all the while thinking that they are going to heaven...that Jesus loves them...that God loves them...but they hate! they hate deeply...they went really far in Europe with the Jews a while back..incredible! that they have managed to blame it all on one man...no! stupid is more the apt term here...disgusting...actually

why would anyone go along with their BS? do they really believe their threats of eternal damnation? do they really think that those yahoos are even necessary for a well function society?

I don't...in fact they are the cause of many of the ills!

enough of that business!

ahh fuck! what a beautiful word! fuck! what a versatile word! it's a verb, an adjective, a noun...people have been really creative in using it in their language

what the fuck?!...it adds music to the language when it is used...

I love it!

there is a certain type of spiritual person that I can never condemn...a person who has respect for people...all people...who can see the bullshit...who hasn't fallen for their lies...they are out there! I really love them! someone who doesn't jam the bible down everyone's throat, thinking that they are saving the world

some bible idiots staged a demonstration at the funeral of Iraqi Freedom soldier, claiming that the war on Iraq was a direct result of God having abandoned America because of the Gays in this country...claiming that the bible quote 'God exalteth a nation of righteousness' those self righteous, sanctimonious morons! claiming that because we allow Gays, we, as a nation are not righteous in God's eyes...just a bunch of idiots, they are!

sane people...where are you?! oh! they are all at adultfriendfinder.com...of course...silly me!...people who love to explore sexuality...bi people without stupid hangups and stupid beliefs about God this and that...ah yes!...my kinda folk!

please excuse me while I go and check out the hot people on that site!

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Greensboro, North Carolina 11/06/07

Preparing for my wedding was awesome...I was seeing my old friend Scrap, at his place of work...he was a travel agent...he was selling me on going to Mexico for my honeymoon...he was very animated as got up from his desk and started to describe how beneficial it was to breath in the lovely salt air at the beach...actually going through the motions of breathing in deep,... how it cleared out the sinuses... and telling me that's what I want...he didn't have to work so hard to sell me...I was going to buy from him cause we were old friends...even though we had gone separate ways since I started going out with my French girlfriend who lived forty miles out in the North country...but I let him do what he felt he needed to do...actually my future brother in law's girlfriend, Francine was also a travel agent and she was selling us on Hawaii...but male pride dominated the situation.

looking back now, I understand how Francine was trying to tell me ...warn me...about all the bad talk behind my back ...being I was Italian...this was all happening at the height of the Quebec Separatist thing, where Rene Levesque had won the election on a platform to separate from Canada...we were at the dinner table ...all kinda high from beer and wine and she kept short-bursting into tears throughout the evening...I didn't think more of it than that...thinking it was just how she reacted to wine

looking back now...I understand differently...they were really pissed that my Dad was selling his business and moving to Florida...they all took it kinda hard...and she knew of the bad talk...she..seeing how much inlove I was with Christiane...it tore her up inside knowing and seeing where I was headed

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Romeoville, Illinois December 3rd, 2007

Romeoville...how romantic! a perfect place to write about this...yesterday was the anniversary of my first contacting the Girls of Freakie Fries back in 1990. It had been some time since I sent them a dozen roses and normally, I wait for some reason to do so, such as an accomplishment to impress them, but I just went ahead and sent them some anyway...

I am so crazy in love with them! even just the act of sending them flowers overwhelms me...I went into fits of constant deep sighs...just knowing that I was able to express my love for them! they mean so much to me.

Nicholas, the man at the flower shop, assured me that they were fine about it...his partner, who delivered the flowers said that a young woman, probably Dagmar's daughter, came to the door to get them and she smiled and and older woman was at the top of the stairs, probably Dagmar...he said that they were cool about it.

I worry so much about hurting them with this.

I love them so much that I want to send them flowers and yet I love them so much that I am scared to hurt them, being that they are married...what a quandary! An inner struggle that I am sure Shakespeare would have loved to write about.

I love them so much! This is the stuff of God's Algorithm...this generates a lot of steam in me and then I take it and use it to enlighten the world and all the stuff on this web-site as a result.

From the first moment that I was in Dagmar's presence, back in 1972, at Freakie Fries, she was outside on the sidewalk, her German Shepherd dog at her side, chatting with friends, and I inside at the register, looking up the stairs, just outside the door, I had not even seen her face yet, just her back side! and I was overtaken by love...incredible!...and then I saw her face and she was just stunningly beautiful!

and so it began, way back in 1972 and it was only the beginning of all the beauty that was to unfold to me over the next nine months...from all three of them...

yes...to send them flowers ...in appreciation for this...and somehow...how it was used to bring me to this point of bringing enlightenment to the world...

it's not about trying to win them for myself...sure! if there were no rules...I would love to marry all three of them

but there are so many issues about compatibility and and the stuff I am doing...no!...I will find my compatible mate in the proper source...adultfriendfinder.com has the type of person I need to be with

truly! it's not about that...it is pure love...deep love...I have for them and the joy I get from sharing it with them through flowers

it's really beautiful!

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St Paul, Minnesota, 12/04/07

Man! what could I add to that?!

...my deep love extends as well to their loved ones...by showing me tremendous forbearance for which I am truly grateful!...Also, I am charmed by Dagmar's daughter's smile upon receiving the flowers. if you are reading this, thanx.

Merry Christmas and Happy New Year to you all!

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O'Fallon, Missouri , 12/05/07

I wish I could explain the power of their beautiful memory better...but in the meantime, oh kindest people! enjoy the stuff that is coming out because of them, my desire to impress them, all of it on this web-site, enjoy it all, make copies for future reference and to give to friends...it is truly a gift from God!

if God was ever at work with humanity, this is it!

override all skepticism and make copies in case you see the light about this down the road

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O'Fallon, Missouri , 12/06/07

I apologize for the intense nature of yesterday's entry...of course I could be wrong...it's just what I felt at the moment...there are many wonderful techniques out there...just don't get caught up into believing that you have the best at hand...always remain open to something better which may be coming your way

it's just that...some force has been using the beautiful memory of the Girls of Freakie Fries on me...some force that seems to know alot...and with an urgency of sorts...and knew just how to get me going on this really unusual path...I could not help it...I had no choice...or rather, I felt that it was for a good thing and allowed it to go ahead...I suppose if I didn't see the good of it...I hope I would have had the ability to stop it...I just thank God that I was able to pass along some really great stuff!

and there's more...the magnetic pendulum says...although I have no idea what that might be

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Columbus, Mississippi, 12/07/07

just nine months! my beautiful exposure to the Girls of Freakie Fries! and that by itself was so awesome...just the way they treated me...those nine months

taken out of context...by itself...was awesome

however...within the context of where I was at, having had just attempted suicide back then, just before they came along, and the troubles that I had were still there...to where I would have probably attempted again...but the Girls of Freakie Fries, their coming into my life, changed my life!...suddenly i was crazy in love with one of them, and all three of them, were digging me! tell me! oh kindest people...how could I attempt to kill myself now?

and then, what's more!

many years later...I was being taken over by this deep love...and their memory gradually came back and took over me as some force kept trying to tell me how much they meant to me...and the flashbacks ...and i began to connect all the dots of how really great they were to me! some thing that I had not cognized back then, when I was with them, although I really should have, but i was so under it...lack of confidence...awkward...shy...not believing that I stood a chance at all anyway...but this force, that came back many years later, persisted

and then, the act of having contacted them all those years later, and all the discomfort it brought on them to have this guy going crazy in love with them at this stage of life where they themselves were now married and bearing kids...bad timing! so I had to come up with something! to make up

and so God's Algorithm was what I came up with and the stuff on this website started coming out.

and the force started to use me for all kinds of things, as i did them to impress the newfound intense object of my affection...the Girls of Freakie Fries

back then, when I was with them,

I recall the time at Freakie Fries, when I was pissed about the gang of Mtl North about something...they kept making me feel left out...and anyway, the three girls went up to Claude, who also worked there and asked him "what's wrong with Joe?" and Claude replied "he's just lonely" and then it's as if the Girls of Freakie Fries, they decided to fix that...

seventeen years now, since I made contact with them, back in 1990, and this has been going on within me...the deep love for them ...the force ... a very knowing force...somehow knew how to get me to work for it...and gave me inspiration and the stuff of this website is from it

think about that when you decide what to make of all this stuff!...oh kindest people!

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Olive Branch, Mississippi 12/08/07

beautiful Dagmar, chose to break the date with Randy, after she found out about the bet he had with me about who would get to date her first, where he had begun to brag about it

yes! oh kindest people...I am crazy about them now and I think you can understand why....all three! not just Dagmar...they made my time with them in my life, like it was back then, very beautiful and I didn't even know actually that it was because of them...

I worked at a garment factory for a little while back in the early summer of 1973...my Dad, who was annoyed about my slackerism, asked the head waiter of his reception hall business, Alberto, if he could get me a job and so I was working there, near the central train station, at Ogilvy ave, near parc ave and Jean talon, where there was this tavern that I took a liking to going to, for the tourtiere and beer....and Alberto was so kindly, and he would always tell me that I was the best..for no reason but to tell me something positive...he would just say it..."you are a de a best a, Joeya" with that Italian accent and a broad smile...I never had anybody tell me that...he was so kind...

just at about that time, Jodi was flirting with me, and I was seeing this cute French girl, but there was great anxiety with her, for this was the first time I ever had a girl that just spent all her free time with me, and I did not know how to handle this and I messed up and we ended up splitting up and then Jodi took my hand for a dance and kissed all night that night at Phil's birthday party...man! and she saved my heart that night.

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Dothan, Alabama, 12/09/07

and a deep heartfelt appreciation for Anne...she was really great! ...she helped me get a job at a nearby textile plant...she really liked me and she wasn't shy about it...we went on a few dates...when freakie fries closed down, she was most instrumental in keeping the relationship going between the Girls of Freakie Fries and the gang of Mtl North, without which none of the other beautiful stuff would have ever happened, and she fought over me with Jodi...if there were no rules ...I would love to marry all three of them!

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Daytona Beach, Florida 12/16/07

My son graduates from Embry Riddle Aeronautical University tomorrow. I am relaxing in my truck finishing up my meditation and getting ready to do a Fire Ceremony ...I slept at home but I came back to my truck because I still have all my stuff that I need in it.

yes! the love I have for the Girls of Freakie Fries was used by some supernatural force to bring me to a point, where now, I am contacting world leaders and influential people, to show them God's Perpetual Motion See Saw...what an awesome thing! plus all the meditation techniques and my views on various subjects such as the incredible bullshit of religion...ah yes! life is good!

what happened!?...all I did was call the Girls of Freakie Fries back in 1990 because they were always on my mind all of a sudden...and the wheels for God's Algorithm were set in motion...what a deep love I have for them! so fulfilling! all by itself! just a powerful memory of all the kind things they did and the intense charm that I felt back in 1972/73 around them and now! too!

three 15 year old girls! ...awesome!...just awesome!...this is going to one day make an awesome story...a true story...about a supernatural force that knew how to get me going on stuff...the stuff of this website

and this really intense love I have for them! ...man! what man wouldn't want to feel this way as I do all the time...something such as this, which allows me to override all the stupid bullshit of day to day existence...at every turn, there is something for normal lives so imagine how it must be for me who has this website with God's perpetual Motion See Saw and the meditations and the viewpoints...hah!

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Charlotte, North Carolina 12/18/07

saw my ex at the graduation ceremony...as lovely as ever...I still love her deeply...she just doesn't agree with my sexual philosophy and she regarded my love of meditation like another woman and when I started working on God's Perpetual motion See-Saw she thought I had flipped...but she is as beautiful as ever...a beautiful French woman...my trophy chic...all the men just swooned around her...I still love her so!

got to babysit my granddaughter for the first time Sunday...what a trip! had not changed a diaper since 1984...I told my son anytime he needs a babysitter...I am interested! am teaching her to say "granpaw"

what a kick to be contacting world leaders...to think that the act of sending flowers to the Girls of Freakie Fries would trigger this...it's always been that way...anytime I contact them...the deep love for them brings me some sort of inspiration to action...

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Lakeland, Florida 12/23/07

I guess I got sidetracked with all the inventions and stuff...but I am back on track now with promoting God's Perpetual Motion See-Saw ...as it was the thing that started the whole ball rolling back in 1992...

emailing 10 world leaders a week and influential people too

who knows...I might finally finish building it

a mini Manhattan Project...with a kooky inventor...who likes to look at hot naked ladies...ah yes God's most bestest invention ever!

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Daytona Beach, Florida 12/23/07

I am sitting in my truck at the back of a Sam's Club for a 10pm appointment. My son Phil is finishing up wrapping Christmas presents and then he and his baby daughter, Emma are coming to get me to go grab a bite...

it's just amazing how the act of sending flowers to the Girls of Freakie Fries just moves me so!

and now I am back on track with God's Perpetual Motion See Saw

back in 1995, 96,97 when I was actually building it in the back of Home Depots, Builders Squares, and Lowes, all over the country...songs like:

Bush's 'Machinehead' I always had this association between this song and my work on God's Perpetual Motion See-Saw and this visual of Gino Vanelli's picture on his album, 'Gist of the Gemeni' where he is shown walking away from a full orchestra...somehow there is this association that I have with him and this ,

the Nixons 'Sister',

ButtHole Surfers 'Pepper' "they were all in love with Diane"

Bandido's "everybody knows that the world is full of stupid people"

it was a great time for music ...that time...when I was in full swing with the invention...

I would be calling my dispatcher at the time, Chris, for a cash advance for the weekend so that wherever I laid over, I could work on it some more...all the folks at CCC Express knew about it...they knew I was putting all I had into it

they had alot of fun with that picture of the invention with that young couple...the mechanics were trying to figure out what I was doing

Alice in Chains 'Again'

The Presidents of the USA 'Peaches' "millions of peaches...peaches for free...millions of peaches ...peaches for me..."

just an awesome time...surreal!

Eric Clapton's 'Change the world' came out...I heard it for the first time when I laid over in Houston back in the summer of 1996,,,I was continuing work on my invention in an empty trailer ...I had my boombox...a chest of ice, a few box fans...water...and dressed down to just my shorts and working away at it...it was hot!

someone had gotten me some girlie magazines and dropped them at the back of the trailer...brand new copies...one Playboy...one Hustler and one really dirty one...I think it might have been the guy that I had given a ride to from Fort Smith Arkansas to Houston Saturday morning to pick up his truck...all the way down I was telling him about what i was doing...he must have felt that I needed a diversion...

another song that I heard for the first time in that trailer was 'Tahitian Moon'

the girl on the cover of Playboy was so strikingly looked like Dagmar...it's my mind playing tricks on me...maybe...but she did look like her...the smile...funny that it was Jenny McCarthy and it is the only time that she looked like Dagmar to me...

it was also the time when I was finally figuring out...connecting the dots...about all the kind things that the girls of Freakie Fries had been doing to me and for me to where I had come to understand why I loved them so!

a very beautiful time for me!

the pain of my divorce, still quite strong, was beginning to weaken

Everclear's 'Santa Monica' "swim out past the breakers and watch the world die...yeah watch the world die"

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the other night, I was at this truck stop and walking down the long corridor from the fuel desk to the convenience store was cases and cases of my favorite beer...corona extra and corona light...all along the left hand side...all the way up to the ceiling... about fifty foot long corridor full of beer from beginning to end

yeah it's an omen...I am ready for a real good beer buzz!

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Dallas, West Virginia, 12/29/07

it's 3am, drove all day, stopped at the Windmill Lounge, enjoyed a few brewskies, there was a live band, met a wonderful woman named Beckie ....had a dance with her...she was there with her daughter...we talked our heads off for at least an hour...still buzzing and am at the truck stop having coffee and biscuits and gravy...

the band sounded better as the beer buzz progressed

by the fourth one...they were sounding really great

I'll have to wait twelve hours before i can drive my truck according to company policy

what a crazy turn of events on the world scene

70 nukes up for grabs

Osama wants em to use em

Western powers want to make sure that doesn't happen

is this WW3?

we are in the middle of history unfolding...very dramatic!

it's time now...more than ever...to focus on positive thoughts...use the Greater things mantra...

it is a most powerful tool for staying on the positive,....what could be more positive than to say"I was meant for greater things...thank you God...for showing me the way to greater things"

use it! ...to keep you on the positive

I am definitely connected with some force who knew that it was coming to this and I am ready...

I have witnesses...the Girls of Freakie Fries...who knew I was being moved by that force...

what can I do?...right now I have the Fire Ceremony that I do every day and I write my thoughts that I have on the matter...I do not judge and edit the thoughts...i just write...because it may be that I am acting as a medium...

the world needs to come together ....put all petty differences aside....and form an entity that is elected , financed by all the world to deal with this...an entity that will be unbiased to all sides of the matter so that we might referee ourselves out of this impasse

former colonialist and imperial powers are the last people you want to deal with this...we are cooked if they do!

use the Stressbuster to silence the mind and bring on a deep sense of inner peace

these are very powerful tools to help you be happy and resilient

I hope you find them helpful

for the longest time...since 1996...I sensed this urgency of what was happening to me...I sensed that the force was acting in such a way...always using the memory of the Girls of Freakie Fries to keep me focused...and the time has arrived!

stabilizing Pakistan...securing the nukes...does anybody want the current American leadership to run this?...not I!...and there are many others that feel like I do...American foreign policy brought us to this ! but the reality is that there is no one else...and the powers that be don't want to form that international entity

right now...the world is like a chicken with it's head cut off

so we need to put a head on it! but the butthole thinks it is the head right now

a true Shakespearian tragedy!

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Columbus, Ohio 01/06/08

talk about Epiphanies!....I just wanted to use that phrase today...don't really have anything to say on that topic at the moment...I am in my truck, at the company terminal , just finished my meditation, ate , getting ready to go to Olive branch mississippi...just bought a six string...so now i have a piano that i 've been playing for fifteen minutes a day since mid summer and ...I'll play ten minutes of guitar and ten of piano each day...finally after forty years! I have somehow found the discipline to do it...what a mystery! my life is full of them...here i am mailing out to world leaders about God's Perpetual Motion See saw...it all began to impress three girls from forty years ago...this whole thing...the web-site being seen all over the world by about a million folks sofar

ain't this the craziest!...but hey!...we all got our own things to do in life...this happens to be mine

what a blessing it is to share beautiful meditation...to bust the balls of religions...too much fun!...and lately I've been truth-digging over our politics...911 being the fault of American obnoxious foreign policy...the whole world suffers because of American obnoxious foreign policy...should we have an international entity that is elected, financed and mandated by all the world? ...because it is the fairest and best way to manage ourselves...yes! ..why don't we have it? because those big money powers that have our leaders by a leash right now won't allow it...that's why and that's why we have this never ending war on "terrorism"...we can't even call it what it is...'middle eastern freedom fighters' who are outraged at the obnoxious interference of western powers on their land...

of course ...if we called it that....most sensitive human beings on this planet would immediately relate and the western powers would look real real bad

so we can't call it that

it's terrorists who hate us because of our freedom...that's what we are being fed

and that is why it is a never ending war

but big money loves that...war is very profitable...probably why the went ahead and formed Israel smack dab in the middle of hostile arab land and they were gladly anticipating the profit windfall from the ensuing controversy

anyway...back to God's Algorithm

I've been so busy with everything...finally my son who took after me...slackerism runs in the family...finally is going to college ...so gladly, I am helping him with that...my other two kids already graduated from college and one of them, my daughter is going for her Masters

and I promised my son that after he is done...I am going too...for acupuncture...yeah!...it's a concentrated three year program being offered in Orlando

by then I will be almost sixty...so if some stupid religious whacko doesn't kill me because of this web-site...that's what I'll do...

disgusting morons that they are...oh don't get me started!

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Dallas, Texas 01/07/08

I am at a Taco cabana enjoying a few brewskies...stopped for the night here at a Wal mart ...had some chicken fajitas...Mexican music in the background....beautiful Mexican tile surrounds me...I just dropped my load and am on my twelve hour break...it's normally ten but company policy dictates that if brewskies are had it needs to be twelve

it's a beautiful thing...this God's Algorithm...I thank God every day for it....the Girls of Freakie Fries have become Goddesses to me...even though they have human lives...mothers...wives...sisters...daughters to others...to me...Goddesses!

my love for them...like lotus petals floating me across the sea of negativity that surrounds us all

I am able to continue in my blessed solitude ...bringing all sorts of ideas out...I just write everything...I never know what is my own and what is coming from 'otherside'

I can think of two that I am certain was from 'otherside'...my vision, back in 1982, for God's Perpetual Motion See Saw...and my experiences with the late Guru Dev in formulating the Levitation Meditation...one of the words...'up-rising' had come in my meditation and I knew it wasn't my own mind that said it

it appears that I am going to have to get some guitar lessons in learning how to tune the darn thing...I ain't even started and already broke a string!...oh! what would Elvis do?!

heading to Atlanta tomorrow....soon to go home for a few days...have a hot chick lined up...mid-twenties...I am a total Bohemian!

meditation has opened up to me...within me...a sort of truth-seeker...and as such...I have decided to live true to what I am and not what societal pressures dictate I ought to be...although the Golden Rule is very much something I adhere to...and as such...I am very aware of those who violate the Golden rule, who try to tell us rules!

meditation has given me a way to bring my mind to silence...'be still and know that I am God'...so the bible says but does not say how to do it...the essence of all things beautiful can be found in beautiful meditation

with it...it will give the practitioner relief...all anxieties dissipate...

the possibility of loss is always there...and with it...anxiety...and that is why everyone can use this...it's a beautiful thing...it is not mood-making like religions teach...but an actual technique!...probably what Jesus was talking about!

ahh! this corona beer buzz is awesome! I am on my third and last brewskie!

a technique that does not require belief...use the technique and it's going to work even if you don't think it will...like gravity!...if you don't believe that jumping off a high building will hurt but you do it anyway...you will find out that it will hurt!

a beautiful blessing for me to share this meditation with all the world!

I am getting alot of hits from Germany lately and Netherlands

the campaign for God's Perpetual motion see saw is getting a healthy amount of hits...one day I will be building it...I just feel it!

was listening to NPR today and they had an expert saying how we could stop nuclear proliferation by eliminating plutonium and uranium... someone with a plan!...actually abolish the darn things before some fool uses them...without those aforementioned items, you can't build a bomb ...so even if you know how and have all the machines to do so...without those two items...no bomb!...simple!

wouldn't that be great!

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Atlanta , Georgia, 01/09/08

things just fell into place...I dropped my load, and the one I was supposed to pick up won't be ready till morning...so I am at Da Vinci's Pizzeria...enjoyed three slices of pepperoni pizza and a couple of brewskies

may have a threesome lined up when I get to Daytona

isn't it insane that God picked me for this?...of course I could be wrong ...all in my own mind...

I have been made aware that some are not pleased about my feelings on religion...they don't like that I call them liars...but...if they just used language like this..."thank you for coming to worship with us. We are not certain that we have it right. There may be some great stuff out there and we will help you find it. so let us pray."

how could I argue with that language? oh kindest people!...but instead, they lie about eternal damnation, how they are the only way and anyone else is doomed and then they try to tell people that they shouldn't enjoy their bodies except when to have children...

they teach hatred, fear, and paranoia

and as they do this, they convince you that you need to "save the world"

sooooo! I shall continue to be disgusted with all of them...it's a certainty! and I enjoy it very much...just think, if I had not found out about beautiful meditation, I would have never found out that they lied...and I would be believing them!...thinking that I was a sinner for enjoying my body...

oh what a load of crap...and what's more...all the wars going on are about one religion hating another...

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Wytheville, Virginia 01/21/08

Thank You God, for this delicious Popeyes meal...come! all you enlightened sages all across the universe...come and enjoy this awesome chicken with me here...may the energy from this food go to enlighten the world...thank you ...oh enlightened sages! for helping me enlighten the world...and helping me bring peace and prosperity!...thank You God!...and just a wee bit of energy for the threesome!

heading south! ...I am such a naughty boy!

putting my fire ceremony focus on the global economy ...

I found a trucker training opportunity that may be very good...gotta talk to the drivers in that company first to check it out...may mean an extra 20k per year for me! and going out west and Canada too!

going to print out letters and snail mail to all the world leaders...tried to do email but too time consuming trying to find them that way but I know i can snail mail...I have to check first but I don't think I even need an address...the the leaders name and country will get it there!

for example ...President Vladimir Putin

Russia

at ten a week, it'll take me all year to cover it all